Its been awhile...

Hey Everyone,

I know it's been a super long time since I have posted... Life as everyone's is has been super hectic these past 5 months.

From the end of September until the beginning of December I worked for So You Think You Can Dance Canada. It was ana amazing experience. I learned so much about myself.

I'm now at that point of my life where I don't know what is next. I feel very distant from who I was, or even knowing who I am? Life seems so set out in stone for most people..... I see friends and people that are younger then me settling down and having their life all set out for them... but I'm still trying to figure out who I am..... It's one of life's biggest challenges I guess..

Anyways i've got a lot on my mind and I can't sleep but I'm going to try to now... good night and I will definately be on here more often...

Much Love,

M

update

Hey Everyone,

I do apologize, it has been quite sometime since I wrote last. It has been a very busy busy month.... Work has been crazy but fun all at the same time....We launched some new shows and I never been more thrilled in the whole expereince that I am getting out of all of this.....

Unfortunately my "Plan for a New Life" hasn't happened... I find that I haven't had the time too cook properly... I will get there in my own time...

I also have resigned from MTV and have been offered a job at SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE CANADA. I am super excited and I can't wait to start. It was a very hard decision because I LOVE MTV so much.....

I have also found out that MINDY is moving up to TORONTO soon... I can't wait .... I have made some wonderful friends here but knowing another friend of mine from home lives here makes me feel amazing....

Anyways just a quick update for you all :) hope everyone is doing well... feel free to leave a comment....

NIGHT

Matt

More View's

Hey Everyone,

I'm still trying to get used to posting everday or so. SO it's been kind of a busy weekend for me. Not in the sense of me doing things, just of things I see going on in the world.

Since that poor guy in the west got his head cut off by another man, i've been thinking about how and why certain people do things like this. Who can go and have a thought cross their mind like that and carry it out on someone. This has not only caused an outrage in Canada from people being totally disgusted. I then hear that some religious extremists are planning on coming up to protest the funeral of this poor boy because they believe this killing was God's way of getting back at canada for giving gay rights, for letting docotrs perform abortion and some people commit adultury. I was OUTRAGED when I heard these people protest funeral's and what not, it proved to me how crazy some people are.... Anyways just a short note tonight.... Goodnight..

Vacation to start a new life... :)

Hey Everyone...

So I got back from Port Elgin yesterday. It is a great place to go and just relax.... Great Beach, Great Sunset..... I have been going up there since I was a baby... It's hard to believe that it was 25 years ago..... How time flies...

Anyways, it is the day after and Ihave done nothing all day.... like literally... I haven't showered haven't gone anywehre just sat around paid some bills online and did some wash.... I had plans of going out tonight but I just don't have an interest to socialize tonight..... I know I know, I'm now posting on my blog (NOT SOCIAL EH) I just felt like I needed a day to think and reflect and that's what I did.... I'm going back to Toronto tomorrow night and I feel like I'm going back relaxed and with a different view on life..... From this day forward I want to stick with this new view and see how long I can keep it......

I from this day forward am going to stay on track with dieting and exercise..... I also plan on getting back into dance....

I guess you could say this vacation has made me realize that I need to start taking better care of myself.... A lot of life is about being social but at times we need to worry to be social with ourselves..... This is what I plan to do....

I'm gunna do it :) Wait and see :)

My First Post

Hey Everyone,

This is my first post on my blog.... I am super exited to start this. I have been having a lot of thoughts and I believe if I start writing on here they will help me express all of them..... Please don't be shy to give me your opinions .....

Take Care and I hope you enjoy this...